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clean since 20-01-2012.
i regret what i did everyday. there is not a day that goes by that i don’t look down at my scars and hate myself for ever picking up a blade.
but i don’t hate my scars. they’re part of me now, and maybe one day they’ll completely fade away, maybe they won’t. but either way, they’re here now so i might as well embrace them. if i can’t find them beautiful, then who will?









